December 2009
18 posts
Poem (written by me): Killin' Me
(to adam, cody and all my ex’s) you took my heart, pulled itin two. i dont wanna live without you. you killed me inside and out, but i wont just sit and pout.
you made me laugh, you made me smile. i should have known it was only for a while.
i miss you so much the pain is numbing, back to me youl never be comeing.
my legs weaken as you walk in the door. why wont you love me anymore?
you...
Poem By Me To Cody, My "Big Brother"
you said it was me and you agenst the world, when i was curled up on your lap. i should have known it was all just crap.
why did you lie? pretend to cry… my heart now has to shy away from you. do you know how many stitches i had to sew?! I see you and your girlfriend koo all over eachother in frount of my face! Did you really think i could just get replaced?! You played me! Betrayed me!...
Poem (written by me): Together Were A Wreck
you and me
were not ment to be
feel my pain?
no, you cant even feel the rain
are you heartless?
no, just a mess
why do i stay?
well, I’m not okay
do i want your love?
or just to be sent to the above?
if you really care
you’l be willing to share
i wish i was good enough
you just want me to be plain and tuff
my heart in pices
youl keep on eating your reeces
do you want me...
Poem (written by me): For My True Friends
Were best friends
We always will be
And i hope you see me
even in a croud
staring up at you
so happy, so proud
a standing ovation
our undieing education
our “love” will last
even with our shitty pasts
we will stand together
threw the worst of weather
shinning on top
or just mangey slop
your my best friend
til the very end
Poem (written by me): When Adam Hurt Me
people say dont you say you wont. I say I’m fine but inside im die’n. you tell me lies, i break out in cries. iv been so used, youve been abused. please just choose to love or leave me. why cant you see me standing in the rain in pain. I screamed your name but you still never came. why cant you see i just wanna be left alone now that youve shown me who you are. but weve come so far. I...
i feel like the worlds color is dissapearing… i used to see things as beautiful… now i just see things as ugly and dull.. threw my eyes you see dead people tourcher you… you see what people are good and who are bad… and you can see, in dreams, your future and your past. i oncee was in a pack… i was considered family there… i once knew what the world love...
November 2009
6 posts
im tired of being alive. im tired of crying...
crazyspark:
brittanyalice:
crazyspark:
(via brittanyalice)
no guns.
I love you.
i love you too.
text me, okay? You still have a cell phone right love? I mean..You don’t *have* to, but we haven’t talked in forever, and i miss you bunches.
okay i do and will. i miss you loads too.
im tired of being alive. im tired of crying...
crazyspark:
(via brittanyalice)
no guns.
I love you.
i love you too.
“lifes nothing if you don’t want to live it”
im tired of being alive. im tired of crying...
Life In A Haunted House
my room, witch apperently wont be mine by the end of today, is being haunted by a ghost. im to scared to talk to him even though i really want to. my parents dont belive me, of corse. iv seen him 3 times. once outside my window, once next to my face, and once in frount of my face to the point where i could bairly see; but iv only seen him in a black silouet. he’s talked to me once, all he...
October 2009
16 posts
understanding
the only thing worse than missing someone is...
thats the most true thing iv heard in sutch a long time…
...Confussion...
i still have feeling for charlie and i know joel is in love with me and i also know charlie is an asshole and joel is the only person i care to talk to anymore and the only person i trust and i love him but … i dont know if im IN love with him. i fuck everything good up in my life and i dont want to fuck this up cause hes the only reason i lived threw charlie and my 2 break ups and adams and...
Scars
Charlie asked me back out and i decided sense i was so in love id say yes. the day before were sposta go out for a real date i get a txt saying “brittany, were threw.” I sat in my room looking at the cealing for hours thinking about what id done wrong. thank god my gaurdien angle, joel, calls me so he can help me feel less depressed. the next morning i get 4 txts from charlie telling...
There's this guy I'm dating, and his identical...
crazyspark:
How the fuck does that work?!
And not to mention, I’m wanting to date Carlos less and less now. He keeps complaining that I’m shy!
What the hell do I do?
well tell him how you feel and if he dosent like you to leave but trust me dumping him will kill you. if he dose dump you then there is a new enimey you can take all your anger out on. :)
brittanyalice: thank you for the follow my dear
(via crazyspark)
your welcome love. its my pleasure :)
11095.) i thought you were one of my best friends....
illusiongirl:
(via blogsecret)
That happened to me too. They were both mother fucking bitches.
Im sorry love! There just dumb! But lieing is in human blood so why vampires want to suck it i will never know lol.
My Lil Bitch
Everytime I breath, I struggle to hold in the pain that the air gives me. It’s not the air, nor the polution in it, it’s the fact that I’m still breathing at all. I hate liveing when I am liveing with out you, my love. All I ever wished for was to meet the love of my life and when I fineally did I messed it up, because I’m sutch a failiour at life.
Eating has become...
Who's hotter?
crazyspark:
Demi Lovato
or
Selena Gomez?
VOTE!
I think Demi Lavato is wayyy hotter!