December 2009
18 posts
Poem (written by me): Killin' Me
(to adam, cody and all my ex’s) you took my heart, pulled itin two. i dont wanna live without you. you killed me inside and out, but i wont just sit and pout.
you made me laugh, you made me smile. i should have known it was only for a while.
i miss you so much the pain is numbing, back to me youl never be comeing.
my legs weaken as you walk in the door. why wont you love me anymore?
you...
Poem By Me To Cody, My "Big Brother"
you said it was me and you agenst the world, when i was curled up on your lap. i should have known it was all just crap.
why did you lie? pretend to cry… my heart now has to shy away from you. do you know how many stitches i had to sew?! I see you and your girlfriend koo all over eachother in frount of my face! Did you really think i could just get replaced?! You played me! Betrayed me!...
Poem (written by me): Together Were A Wreck
you and me
were not ment to be
feel my pain?
no, you cant even feel the rain
are you heartless?
no, just a mess
why do i stay?
well, I’m not okay
do i want your love?
or just to be sent to the above?
if you really care
you’l be willing to share
i wish i was good enough
you just want me to be plain and tuff
my heart in pices
youl keep on eating your reeces
do you want me...
Poem (written by me): For My True Friends
Were best friends
We always will be
And i hope you see me
even in a croud
staring up at you
so happy, so proud
a standing ovation
our undieing education
our “love” will last
even with our shitty pasts
we will stand together
threw the worst of weather
shinning on top
or just mangey slop
your my best friend
til the very end
Poem (written by me): When Adam Hurt Me
people say dont you say you wont. I say I’m fine but inside im die’n. you tell me lies, i break out in cries. iv been so used, youve been abused. please just choose to love or leave me. why cant you see me standing in the rain in pain. I screamed your name but you still never came. why cant you see i just wanna be left alone now that youve shown me who you are. but weve come so far. I...
i feel like the worlds color is dissapearing… i used to see things as beautiful… now i just see things as ugly and dull.. threw my eyes you see dead people tourcher you… you see what people are good and who are bad… and you can see, in dreams, your future and your past. i oncee was in a pack… i was considered family there… i once knew what the world love...